"Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life"
Just a moment of honesty here- feeling intense frustration at having a gift and not being able to access it, of wanting to create like I used to and finding that ability is gone right now... and being surprised at the grief that causes.
Take nothing for granted. My only comfort is that this, too, shall pass.